Pointless

The downside of having a husband whom you can talk to is that blogging becomes pointless.

Blogging becomes a redundancy. 

The thoughts that you would want to blog about have already been told to the listener that matters the most - the husband.

There are thoughts however that need pondering. Thoughts that need to percolate. Thoughts that need the more deliberate act of writing in order to be effectively clarified and distilled for it to be useful to the reader who matters the most - me.

I have been repeatedly pissed off these past few days. Probably the lack of money. Probably the lack of skills. Probably the awareness that no matter how good I became at my job for the past two years I am not even half the lawyer that I want to become.

Thus this blog.

The practice of the law is no easy feat. It requires hard work, dedication, perseverance, decisiveness and consistency.

It requires the nerve of steel to decide when the pressure becomes almost unbearable.

It requires reading in the wee hours of the day.

It requires being updated of new laws and cases.

It requires continuous improvement in one's writing and reading skills.

It requires consciously looking for inner peace and thus the dedicated practice of one's faith.

I guess what I am trying to say is simply this.

I need to read, write, study, work and pray harder in order to become the best lawyer that I want to become.

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