Monday, January 30, 2012

Disconnected

No internet connection since Friday at home equals no blogging.
Pissed. Stressed. Unhappy. These are the three words that could aptly describe me today. 
I am utterly frustrated with my married life because it is not what I imagine it to be. It is more like real life magnified twice which is difficult. A far cry from my imagination of what married life is which is eating anything I want without getting fat with my husband and having endless date nights. Hehehe :)

Seriously, married life is hard and for a person with almost zero patience for her personal life married life could be a hell at times. It is further aggravated by the fact that I for one thinks that I am not actually suited to married life which requires countless compromises and being accountable to not just one person but to a number of persons.

I have thus resolved to be more patient and less of a worrywart to prolong my marriage or at the least my life.


 That ends my tirade on my miserable married life which is my assessment for today. On other days I praise the gods I'm married! But just for today, married life sucks!

Events during my disconnected days:
1. I went to Esperanza, Sultan Kudarat to hear a case last Monday. It was a joy because I spent most of my childhood years in Esperanza and yesterday I went back there for a hearing.

2. Atty. Perez was actually a batchmate of mine in my three year stint at the UP College of Law as well as in the undergrad. It reminded me that I should not  get caught up in the petty things and keep my eye on the ball which is to become an exceptional lawyer.

3. I am having headaches and stomachaches which means that I would probably be menstruating three to five days from now. This means I am not pregnant. Life sucks!

4. I subbed for my father again in his radio program. Lingaw.

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